Myself.

I have for years now not been good to myself, or my relationships. Neglect of work, neglect of what I love to do, neglect of everything - due to my mental health. I have multiple times failed to combat this. I will not fail this time, because this is the last time if I don't want to lose the life I have now.

I have set up a basic plan I want to follow, to fix my sleep, my work ethics, my phone addiction, my overall lack of action. And I will do my best. If not for me, so for the future of my now hopefully expanding family.

Fuck this will be tough.